But Falling in Love With You Was Completely Out of My Control
I really need you to accompany my solitude, will you share your passionate love with me..!!
Thirteen years ago I met him. Yes, he is now the father of my children. The beginning of our meeting was not as beautiful as the romance in the novel entitled love. Just normal, nothing special. At that time I became acquainted with three young men who turned out to be one of them had a crush on me at first sight. But God has a secret. I really never thought that in the end it was his best friend who has now become my life partner in the world.
He who is now my partner is a simple man. He is not a man who is good at pleasing women with affectionate words. Nor is the man full of surprises who likes to give flowers or gifts as a sign of love. Honestly, I used to feel very disturbed by his presence. I hate him so much. Hate everything about him. Hate his style . Hate every time he calls me or sends a short message on his cell phone. For me, replying to his SMS is just a waste of credit, a waste of time and energy. Day after day passed. I don't know how long he hasn't contacted me. Nor send short messages that bother me. Maybe it's because I rarely respond to his chatter. Maybe it's because he's already found love out there. Well, I should be happy that nothing bothers me like before. But strangely, there is a different feeling that surrounds my heart and mind when he's not around.
I feel lonely even in the midst of many friends. "Hmm, maybe it's just me. Because the last few weeks he never missed making my phone ring. So it's only natural that I feel something different when my phone is silent without saying goodnight from him, without silly stories for him to make me laugh," I thought. But no, that night I really wanted to know how he was. That night was also the first time I sent him a short message first. A few minutes later my cellphone rang. Yes, he replied to my SMS. I don't know why I feel so happy. Truly Allah Almighty can turn people's hearts.
Long story short, the closeness is increasingly felt. Every day we never miss exchanging stories. Until one day we decided to have a romantic relationship. However, like other couples in general, of course this love journey is colored with ups and downs. What's more, he and I have been dating for seven years. It's not a short time if you think about it, but it doesn't feel long if the two of them strengthen each other and uphold the value of loyalty.
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